Its like finding yourself abandoned on a lonely deserted road.
No moon or sun light.
No sounds or star signs.
There’s only a sky made up of dull grey hues.
You don’t seem to recognize where it is.
Its all so dark and all so empty…
You look down to see the white road markings.
Showing you the middle and the ends of the road.
But on either side the roads just goes on.
You can’t see where it ends or begins
A silence too loud.
An ignorance the opposite of bliss.
Suddenly in the distance you see a car coming
Its engine is loudly humming.
At first you let yourself feel relieved
Then you realize its headed right for you
And you realise that you can’t move your feet.
Why can’t I move?
Why is that car coming for me?
Your mind is overwhelmed with questions.
As the car draws closer and closer you begin to sweat.
You finally see it has no driver
All hope is lost.
Your eyes water, tears begin to run down your cheeks…
In a crowded room or in your bed while surrounded by nothing but walls.
In rushour traffic or on a deserted street.
This is the feeling of being alone;
It’s exactly as being stuck on a road all on your own.
Sometimes its as if you’re below the ground.
Couldn’t be heard even if you made a sound.
Thinking you will never be found.
Being alone is a state of mind.
A state thats torture on its own.