Back then, a long while back.
Well not that long ago.
Yet still quite some time has passed by.
Sometimes it feels like it has been only a minute.
I used to see the world.
When I looked into your eyes.
The whole universe
Used to float through my body and I savoured every breath.
The air by itself brought heights of pleasure.
I couldn’t help but indulge
In the sweet taste of life.
I just stare and see the pain I bury deep.
Don’t get me wrong
I’m still happy we happened.
I learned a lot.
I took more than I lost.
At least that’s what I’d like to believe.
Yet I’m tortured by my blindness
The blindness to our souls drifting apart.
I still wait for your side of the story
A summary that might give dawn to some new understanding.
Though I doubt it’ll ever come.
The four walls that surround me
Are the only closure I’ll get to see.